I will admit. It hurts. My wall came down. I built it back up. You tore it down, then left me vulnerable. What am I supposed to do? Pretend that I don't care? Pretend that seeing that picture of you two doesn't break my fucking heart into a million permanently broken pieces? Knowing that with as much of myself that I gave to you, as much love as I had to give, To you, and you alone, you would still be with her in the end. Of course. And why should things ever change? Yeah, you said you wanted me, but we both know you were just waiting. Waiting for someone better to come along. Funny thing is, she was there. You pursued me. Then you run back into her "loving arms"? What the hell? You left me in pieces, a fragment of my former self, and for what? Someone you supposedly don't even love?!? You told me she was only temporary. Then I see for myself. She's not going anywhere.
Hello, I don't believe we have met. I'm expendable. I also go by the names; Dirty Little Secret, Slut On The Side, Fool.
My aliases. You would never know the real me. No matter how much you know aboutme. I will never be what you want.
I will never be good enough.
And That is ok.
I wouldn't want a lying, manipulative, cheating bastard like you anyway.
You know how it is when someone crushes your hopes and dreams? how about when you crush your own hopes and dreams? its worse then isnt it? but what if you have a good reason? idk idfk
